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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 28, 2013, 9:13 PM
I thought I'd make an update journal, even though like no one reads them
I like barely ever use this website any mores. I actually have some more drawings that I already scanned to post. I just haven't gotten around to it.
warning: I'm about to burn through a bunch of topics
I've been pretty sad lately. I didn't get the part I wanted in my school play, which is a stupid thing to be sad about, but I'm emotionally unstable and I over-think things. Any way, theatre arts used to be my favorite part of the day. But my teacher has been different lately. Probably stressed. And now, it just makes me really sad. Whenever I watch a scene with the part I wanted, or the girl playing the part, my spirits drop. It's so stupid. I'm way too dramatic.
I've barely gotten any time to study my lines. I get so much homework everyday and I've been SUPER stressed. I'm on Thanksgiving break right now, but I've been trying to spend time relaxing, so I've only practiced once. I guess that's my fault.
I haven't done anything fun, either. Just wasted a bunch of time. Which really makes me sad because I know one day I'm gonna wish I was doing something now and right now I'm just hoping I'll do more when I'm older. And even when I get all inspired and shit I can't really do much. For one thing, I'm grounded. Also, the only means of transportation I have access to most the time is walking, which isn't very efficient. 
I've been really lonely lately. Really, really lonely. I just want to cuddle and/or kiss someone but I can't. I've felt so sad and empty and I have no idea what brought this on. It's affecting how I sleep!! I don't remember sleeping at all last night. I probably did for like an hour, but I just remember tossing and turning and thinking and groaning and crying. It was horrible and dramatic and it would be pretty embarrassing if someone saw. 
I want to live with a friend or friends that I can cuddle with and kiss platonically or otherwise. 

sorry for the whining. I've felt so hopeless lately and I don't know why. What the frick.


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Hi my name's Grace
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I'm 14, which is really weird to say... soyoung
I'm pansexual. I'm also pro-choice, feminist, all that good stuff!
I love Homestuck. I cosplay and draw a lot of fanart for it. I just. I love it
Take a look at my interests, and if we have anything in common, you should definitely note me!!! I love talking to you guys!
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OreoNekoChan Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! :iconsuperheroglompplz:
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tangledIvyy Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy thanksgiving c:
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lmaohey Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
happy thanksgiving friend :D
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tangledIvyy Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey i met this girl a while ago who goes to mesa, and she said that there were a lot of homestucks there. in their like, own little community. 

this just randomly occurred to me right now to i thought i would tell you since you really like homestuck
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lmaohey Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hell yes
that's awesome :D
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OreoNekoChan Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!! :D :iconsuperheroglompplz:
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tangledIvyy Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey omg my neighbor who goes to our school was at my house today and she's like "Hey Jenna do you have a friend with really bright red hair?" anyway she saw you and could not believe that it was a wig. x)
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lmaohey Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
omfg yes
yes that is what I wanted to happen
wowie
I am so flattered
I should post some pictures ^o^
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tangledIvyy Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
it's funny cuz i knew right away she was talking about you 
and yeah you should c:
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lmaohey Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
alright I shall then
hold up
(hehe)
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